Random Poem : Teenage Cries

I feel so lost.I'm tired of hiding my feelings and being sad. I just can't take it anymore. Pretending everything is fine and that I'm happy is just getting harder to do. Arguements,fights constantly almost every night, when can I get away from it? It's effecting me but they can't see that. They only see the hatred,and the annoyance they give off to each other. Just take the time to look at me, ask if I'm okay. I'm sure that'll wipe away the sadness in my day. Yeah the others can laugh and smile but I know they're hurting too. When all of us are hurting I know its hurting you. But look at it, its all your fault but you dont wanna take the blame. Hiding tears and revealing smiles, man I got so good at this game. Well its time to stop playing, it's holding me down. I just really feel the need to cry out. I feel helpless,sad, confused and mad when I think about all the fun times we had. I'm undone, I don't know where this ends but I know all these arguements is where it begins.........................