Random Poem: The Sweetest Sin

(Thought of this off the top of my head)

James Abrew, age 22

fresh outta college doesn't know what to do

Known as the good boy

never-in-the- hood boy

well that just ruined his image times two

Respected his Mom

but loved God

him and his bible were like two peas in a pod

Where ever he went he tried to spread the word

no not the stuff about the bees and the birds

But the gospel and the word of God

even when people didnt listen he still tried hard

He thought this would be it

nobody would listen

but wait wait wait

this turns a whole different direction

He's preaching his word

going on and on about how God forgives you no matter what you do

when this pretty girl stands out in front of the crew

standing 5'5 brown hair and eyes that ocean blue

Uh-oh she got homeboy mezmorized

Even he couldnt hide the fact she got him hypnotized

He stammered over his words, tongue tied

and is at lost of words.

What's happening to him?

His knees buckled and sweat trickled

his body went hot, his lips went dry

feeling like this took him high

He couldnt control himself

he never felt like this before

Never seen a girl so pretty like this before

--- Yeahhh its suckish but I'm not done might come back and edit

Random Poem : Teenage Cries

I feel so lost.I'm tired of hiding my feelings and being sad. I just can't take it anymore. Pretending everything is fine and that I'm happy is just getting harder to do. Arguements,fights constantly almost every night, when can I get away from it? It's effecting me but they can't see that. They only see the hatred,and the annoyance they give off to each other. Just take the time to look at me, ask if I'm okay. I'm sure that'll wipe away the sadness in my day. Yeah the others can laugh and smile but I know they're hurting too. When all of us are hurting I know its hurting you. But look at it, its all your fault but you dont wanna take the blame. Hiding tears and revealing smiles, man I got so good at this game. Well its time to stop playing, it's holding me down. I just really feel the need to cry out. I feel helpless,sad, confused and mad when I think about all the fun times we had. I'm undone, I don't know where this ends but I know all these arguements is where it begins.........................

Larsharmaquisha & Steve Part 2

Steve : Uh, uh.

Trenton: Sorry Ms.Ghetto Fabulous but my main man

Steve don't want no fine black woman (mimicing her)

Lala: Excuse me?

Trenton: I guess I gotta slow things down for Ms.Ghetto Fabulous

I said--

Lala: I heard what you said white boy. Shantasia you better get you're

lil bitch.

Trenton: I'm sorry dont confuse yourself

Shantasia: Lala calm down and take the kids upstairs

Trenton: Oh boy she got kids! Tell me is he paying child support? (laughs)

Shantasia: Trenton thats enough, now get out! Oh I mean GET TA STEPPIN!

Steve: (laughs) Alright Shanny. We'll see you around.

Trenton: Girl you know you gon call me wheneva you needa get

yo wig done! I'll holla back boo-boo!

Shantasia: Steve you can stay if you want to.

Steve: Thanks Shanny because I think I wanna get to

know Lala.

Shantasia: Oh really?

*upstairs*

Lala: Qalifa make sure you get some earrings

Qalifa: Ma can I grab a pair for me?

Lala: Go head.

Oleekwa: Ma I think I hear somebody comin'.

Lala: Girl quit lyin' and grab everything in sight.

Shantasia: Larsharmaquisha what are you doing!

Put my shit down!

Lala: Girl what chu talkin about? I was just borrowin it.

I was gon bring it back. But I guess we can put it back

since you wanna be all booge and shit actin like these white folk.

Qalifa,Zafreeka, and Oleekwa put the shit down and lets go.

Qalifa: Dang just when I had the perfect stuff for me and Jai'twan.

Shantasia: Lala, come back here.

Lala: Why? You dont want me or my kids here.

Shantasia: I never said that.

Lala: You sholl acted like it.

Shantasia: Why are you stealing? And you're stealing from ME, YOUR

BEST FRIEND, YOUR RIDE OR DIE at that.

Lala: I'm sorry girl, times are hard. JayJ dont give me enough money

to feed these kids, get my hair and nails and get whateva type of clothes

I can get for these kids.

Shantasia: Havent you heard of a job?

Lala: I have but I dont have to get one.

Shantasia: Yes you do, how you think you gonna support

these kids?

Lala: Get it the best way I can and thats working hard for it.

Stealing is hard you know.

Shantasia: (laughs) Lala lets go downstairs, Steve wants to meet you.

Lala: That cute white boy or the bitchy miley cyrus look alike?

Shantasia: the cute one, go on down there, I'll handle the kids

Lala: Yall dont give her a bad time.

*downstairs*

Steve: Hey Larshar--

Lala: Just call me Lala

(smiles)

Steve: Ok Lala, I apologize for my friend.

Lala: No need to ,I know plenty bitches like him.

Tareesha, Shardonnay and all them on the block.

Steve: Oh

Lala: So I heard you wanna know me, is that right?

Steve: Yeah

Lala: You know I got 3 kids right

Steve: Yeah thats fine, I got enough money to take care of all

yall.

Lala: Ooh boy I likes you, tell me more

(scoots closer to Steve)

Steve: Well I work in a bank.

Lala: Which one?

Steve: The one on Barlington Street

Lala: What?! My boys Zeek & nem robbed that bank!

I thought I saw yo face, you was on the news stuttering like a bitch

Steve: Yup thats me.

Larsharmaquisha & Steve Pt.1

I'm really bored and my blog hasn't been updated so I'm gonna write this story. lmao This is not made to offend anyone.

-Introducing the Characters-

Larsharmaquisha(Lala)- the ghetto, fake acrylic & weave loving, female. Has 3 kids, but claims a drug-dealer named JayJ is the father
Steve- cool white boy, works at the bank, loves him some "ghetto bitches".
JayJ- the drug dealing daddy, hates putting up with Lala's shit.
Doesnt believe he's the father of those 3 kids.

*One day in Larsharmaquisha's apartment*

Lala: JayJ why you aint payin child support? You know
Qalifa, Zafreeka and Oleekwa need food! *sucks teeth*
JayJ: Yo I paid you Lala, stop trippin.
Stop callin me while I'm wit my bitches too
Lala: Fuck yo bitches, I swur I curr boud err'thang
but those bitches!
JayJ: Hoe you aint Uncle Weezy so shut up hoe
Lala: Who you callin a hoe, wit cho small ass dick?
Huh JayJ? *twirls neck*
JayJ: I'm callin Larsharmaquisha Tanjanae Maniqwua --
Lala: You aint even gotta put my shit out like that
JayJ: W/e bitch I'm out

Qalifa: Ma where Daddy goin? He kno you need to get
yo nails done & he leavin'. Punk ass Daddy
Lala: I know Qalifa. Piece of advice dont fall fo
no niggah like yo Daddy, get you a rich boy, a rich
white boy. Now come on and get yo sistaz we goin to
Shantasia's house.

*in the car*

Lala: Zafreeka you got the stuff?
Zafreeka: Yea ma you know we about to bag these bitches
Lala: You tell em mamaz.
Oleekwa: Ma can I stay at Shantasia's house?
Lala: Yall are! Damn get with the program Oleekwa
Make sure yall get enough money so we can all
get our weaves tapped up & our nails did. Yall know
we gotta look fly

*at Shantasia's*

Lala: Oh girl you done got rich on us! (walks in)
You livin like them white folk huh? I hope yo ass
dont get all proper on us. Set an example for them whites
and tell them that us blacks is smart.
Shantasia: Lala calm down, I have company.
Lala: Bitch what tha fuck is a company? You talkin
like them white folks now? Oh Lord you dont gave up on us!
Talkin all smart nshit, girl you raisin my blood pressure.
Shantasia: Larsharmaquisha, I have people in here, be quiet!
Lala: Oh shit why you aint tell me? I coulda came look my best.
You know I aint steal from JC Penney's in a while. Got me n my kids
look like fools. Gul what the fuck is wrong with you? You
ackin like JayJ now
Shantasia: Look just sit down in the livingroom.

*in the livingroom*

Lala: Awl shit you got you some new furniture! Aint no stains
or roaches on them eitha! You go Shantasia.
Guy: Excuse me, can you quiet down?
Lala: What the hell? Tasia who be this white boy in hurr?
You know these white folks be raisin my blood pressure.
Shantasia: Lala this is Trenton and his friend Steve, and this is
Lala.
Lala: The name is Larsharmaquisha Tanjanae Maniqwa Alize Monet Jones-Davis.
And I likes you Steve, how you like you some fine black woman? *sits on Steve's
lap*

To be continued

2010

Yes! This means I only have one year left until I graduate from high school :)

Anyway here's some of things I want to do this year :

-Start writing again (maybe I'll take a stab at poetry)

-Lose weight (that's alot of ppl goal this year)

-Take a practice ACT/SAT

-Get a real job

-Go out of state for the summer

-Start reading more(I read alot but I stopped for a bit)

-Stop procastinating.(I'm good for that at times lol)

-Just be POSITIVE and stop doubting things.

More coming soon :)

So Sick :)

Honestly, I am so sick of getting bitched at for not tolerating bullshit. Is it my fault that I'm a "zero bullshit" type of person? I hate for a person to try to play me over or even try to front on me. Don't do that shit because I'm the type of person that`ll try to be there for you at all times, and you wanna repay by treating me like shit? Nah buddy don't play yourself.

I hate for a person to have a new "bestie" every week. That shows that your a big mouth and you'll let any and every one know about your business. And you wonder why all your shit spreads around school so quickly, try keeping your fucking mouth closed. And by having a new "bestie" every week that shows that you can't really keep friends and you trust anybody without having any background on them. Hell nah, before I tell you anything Imma make sure you aint got shit on you.(Meaning: you're not the type to run your gums)

Another thing that annoys me is this "Light vs. Dark skin " mess. That is just so stupid. Be proud of your skin color, even if somebody baggs you about it. Being light skin doesnt mean you hot shit and your pretty, hell no it does NOT mean that. Trust, I've seen some ugly ass light skin people (the same for dark skin people). The media and schools need to start talking about this because I dont think people realize how serious this is. It is really stupid to go and change your skin color because someone called you "dark" oh well suck that shit up and move on.